I am ALRIGHT!
Friday, October 9, 2009
Alright! For those who saw how I manifested yesterday in my blog must be thinking Oops! What had happened?
Actually nothing really did happen. Maybe I am going thru a PMS? But M just left lei so can't be too..
Anyway, like I have mentioned, when you are staying with parents and you only have one room to yourself and you have to share it with your son, most of the time our emotions are bottled deep inside us as we do not want to alarm or disturb our parents. So I really feel for those who stay wtih parents or in laws. I mean it's great to have their support but in terms of privacy there is definitely a compromise.
Nevertheless, I realised it's so important to have an avenue to LET OUT and LET GO! I mean not just in prayers but an avenue. Mmmmmm, I pray that I can buy a house near the sea one day and whenever I need it I can just SHOUT it OUT LOUD!!
Hahaha.. Anyway, I am that kind of person who needs to vent out and then I will be ok like in one hour?
Many of the people in church always think I am a super mum, super woman, super this and super that... just because I never show my emotions out.
But well, I am still a human being and I am not a very emotionless being or "STRONG" being. Many times it's more of "Others can but I can't"...
That's why there are times when I just pray that I can be NORMAL.. as in living a NORMAL life, having a husband with NORMAL working hours, having weekends spent NORMALLY with my husband and kiddos blah blah blah...
Ok before anyone think that Evelyn is NDW, (in fact a bit la.. hahaha), don't worry, as said, I need to vent out... So just let me indulge in this VERBAL DIARRHEOA...
I am not a typical P's wife, so treat me NORMALLY...
Alright, going for my cg now.. looking forward to see my members!
Tadah!
Sign off, ♥ Eve
7:44 PM